Yeah it seems like I can read for myself but have trouble doing so. The first reading I did on the aforementioned crush was a past/present/future of the relationship and it took me a bit to realize that it seemed I was reading THEIR past/present/future outlook on it, not mine xD it may just be a question of concentrating harder.

I've looked into runes and I might try them out, but being as my primary personal god has always been Anubis, it seems to make more sense to use tarot cards.