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[potato_head]

Bummed that I apparently missed snow here on like, Wednesday or something. Wat the fuck, we only got the coldest rain EVER at school. And the winds of hell. I LIKE SNOW. Why doesn't the weather obey my express wishes?


In other news, irrationally freaking out because I haven't heard from beasts_and_men in like...36 hours. Unexpectedly. I know he's most likely okay...he was busy cleaning his flat which tires him out a lot so he may just not have been able to make it on last night, and his computer was also just sort of limping along so it might have given up the ghost. But I was still pretty much panicking over it yesterday, I think the lack of sleep wasn't helping with that. I feel a bit better now but I might actually get in touch with anobjectinspace because I know he can contact him by phone. Ughhh idk. I also know there's a possibility that he just doesn't want to talk to me anymore because I'm an annoying fuck, but right now I'd be alright with that as long as he's okay.

ETA he's fine, busy flat-cleaning c:

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[darkangel-wings.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you're freaking out. I get that way about friends online, too. I doubt it's anything personal... likely just a computer problem or exhaustion, like you said. Getting in touch with a mutual friend who can check up on him might be a good idea though, to be sure he's alright, and to give you some peace of mind.

[poto-heart.livejournal.com]

Unfortunately, it's a bit more complicated than that...beasts_and_men is my partner, and anobjectinspace is my ex who isn't on great terms with him (but still in occasional contact) and ended our relationship by telling me I wasn't ready to be dating anyone until I 'got over' a prior abusive relationship. And that didn't happen too long ago. So I'm a bit hesitant to contact him...

I think most likely it is computer problems, I'm a bit calmer now because it's not the first time he's disappeared unexpectedly for a few days. I just haven't been in a good place in general for the past few days so I think it got to me more than it should have.