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Currently smell like Axe bodywash. Because it is what I just used to clean myself. Reminds me of the time dad tried to get me to recommend to him a body wash and I was so confused because I realized they all smell the same, every brand and every different scent of every brand, and then I realized it's because the faux-male-pheremones cocktail mix they all use overpowers any other scent for me. I wonder if this will change when I start T or not? I don't really mind either way since being able to smell the difference between manly shampoos and body sprays is not a huge deal for me.

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In other news, I recently realized I can no longer pronounce the letter "z" as it's pronounced in American English. I am actually now wondering if I ever could, IDK. But I substitute the German "z" (a ts sound) or an s instead. The words where I substitute an s sound kind of weird. Like cheese and realized. IDK, guysss, somebody's stealin my letters~

Oh, and speaking of work, it was actually pretty cool to realize that several of my regulars noticed I was gone. Especially my favorite, a sweet older lady who's been coming by since I started C: although I was pleasantly surprised that two of our more difficult regulars asked me where I'd been as well.