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Paranormal Acitivty 2
Feb. 23rd, 2011 08:04 pmI've been having a series of dreams recently about accidentally killing pets. Haven't had the energy to try to interpret them though, but if I keep having them I probably will, because WTF. The first one was about a butterfly, the latest one was about Tripper having puppies and one of them dieing (apparently I think fixed male dogs can have puppies). I suspect, though, because this has happened similarly before, it just means I'm going into a hormonal 'but maybe I DO want to have babies' kick again. Which, btw, I really, really don't, and the idea of getting pregnant is really dysphoric for me and freaks me out SO BAD. But my hormones disagree sometimes, upsettingly enough.
Okay so HERE'S WHAT I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO POST ABOUT
( I watched a movie )
So yeah that's what I did last weekend. I've been kind of tired and irritated lately. My Calc for Business professor, who is not really a great teacher at all, has started 'tricking' me into teaching the class for him (scarequotes because it's painfully obvious what he's doing), and honestly, I wouldn't mind if he just ASKED for my help (really I wouldn't, it would just be a rehash of every high school math class I had) but instead he's like, trying to be subtle about it. He also doesn't keep track of what he's assigned for homework, and if somebody missed a class and asks him for the homework, he comes and asks ME PERSONALLY if I have it. And yeah, I do, but so does like EVERYBODY ELSE IN THE CLASS, I'm not some sort of special homework guru, what the FUCK. Also, he does not even know my name. He's having me teach derivatives to the class and he doesn't even remember my NAME.
And yeah that's my life right now. And since I have a roommate now I can't even sew to chill out, and I can't find time to sew at home. Fffff. Oh and my Rammstein music that I carefully collected has all disappeared from my iTunes so I have to listen to it on youtube.
Okay so HERE'S WHAT I WAS ACTUALLY GOING TO POST ABOUT
( I watched a movie )
So yeah that's what I did last weekend. I've been kind of tired and irritated lately. My Calc for Business professor, who is not really a great teacher at all, has started 'tricking' me into teaching the class for him (scarequotes because it's painfully obvious what he's doing), and honestly, I wouldn't mind if he just ASKED for my help (really I wouldn't, it would just be a rehash of every high school math class I had) but instead he's like, trying to be subtle about it. He also doesn't keep track of what he's assigned for homework, and if somebody missed a class and asks him for the homework, he comes and asks ME PERSONALLY if I have it. And yeah, I do, but so does like EVERYBODY ELSE IN THE CLASS, I'm not some sort of special homework guru, what the FUCK. Also, he does not even know my name. He's having me teach derivatives to the class and he doesn't even remember my NAME.
And yeah that's my life right now. And since I have a roommate now I can't even sew to chill out, and I can't find time to sew at home. Fffff. Oh and my Rammstein music that I carefully collected has all disappeared from my iTunes so I have to listen to it on youtube.
