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outdatedclocks has pointed out that my lower-back/hip problems, and my leg problems, are probably all related to the issues I have with my feet (lack of arches?). I've been making do with CVS-brand arch support pads, but they're not really enough, and I'd like to be able to do some cardio and upper-body stuff again, which I can't really now since my back hurts alllll the time. I'd been putting off talking to my doctor about it because of my terrible experiences with my last one...even though this one's shown no indication she's suddenly going to go all 'you're lying, you must be sneaking nachos in the middle of the night, fatty' on me. In fact, she'll probably be happy to help me out, since she wants me exercising before I go on T since I have a genetic disposition towards hypertension (dad's been hospitalized for it).

BTW, for those curious about the whole doctor saga, since I've posted it around a few places but not actually here at my main journal I think (since I just realized last night ocelotofdoom had never read the whole thing)...I submitted the whole thing to First, Do No Harm (excellent blog BTW) so you can read it here (it's so long I don't see a need to copy+paste it here P:)

Speaking of ocelotofdoom, we might be hanging out this weekend :D or rather, probably are. I am still working out the logistics, I think I'll stay on campus this weekend and take the train into the city. It would mean missing a therapy appointment, but I've skipped weeks in the past (or rather, therapist has cancelled on me) so I know it won't do any damage emotionally or to my comfort level with him.

Okay I really should go to class 6 u 9;;


ETA TAG PARTY

POWER'S BACK
BACK AGAIN
POWER's BACK
TELL A FRIEND

etc. etc. and if you've never heard Shady's Back then you prolly have better taste in music than me.

Speaking of which, omfg need to go listen to some vocaloids RIGHT NOW all I have heard for the past 48+ hours is pokemon music ;n;

Also, super excited that I don't have to shower by light of candle tonight after work, I mean it's kind of exciting but it's also kind of a race against the candle putting itself out, leaving you naked in the dark with nobody upstairs to help you ;A;

Anyways, gonna play some pokemon, then make some icons e u e hopefully our mail will be delivered later today? COME ON MAILMAN IT WAS JUST A 480 VOLT LIVE WIRE WHAT IS THE WORST THAT COULD HAPPEN

STOP BEING A CHICKEN


ETA DAD JUST WALKED IN WITH MY MEDIEVAL CAT TAROT YESSSSS

Why do I have so much trouble spelling medieval, I KNOW GERMAN I SWEAR

ETA2 I shuffled the deck, messed around with it a little and then put it back in the box and am just keeping it near me. Am I doing this right??? ANY SUGGESTIONS ON HOW TO UM...MAKE THE DECK LIKE ME idk the right word for this

Going to sleep with it as well, sticking it in the couch since under pillows doesn't work well for me, I stick my arm under there a lot.

ETA3 using the sun-and-moon power cleansing method because I have used it for things before but I've never really used any of this salt water, smudging etc. things. Also going to Joanne Fabrics tomorrow to make some cloths to read on. I am thinking pale lavender for this deck and a sort of burgundy-red for the fantastic menagerie deck.